Why is this the title of my blog, you ask. Well, it's simple. I didn't know who I was, where I was going in life.
Over the past year, I have been through so much. I had never been on my own. I had my first daughter when I was only 19 years old. My second daughter at 22. I rushed into a marriage because I was pregnant. We were good friends, but the love just wasn't there. I still care deeply about him as the father of my children. He is an amazing dad, but I was losing myself. We divorced after 4 years and 4 months of marriage. It was rough. I moved into an apartment with my girls, got a job for the first time in my life, had to pay my own bills, raise the girls alone during the week, do everything..alone.
In the meantime, i've started going back to church. It's the best thing i've ever done. I feel so much peace in my life. I finally handed all of my problems to God. I can't do it on my own anymore. I'm loving my life at the moment. I'm learning who I am. I'm spending all of my time either at work or playing with my girls. I've realized they mean more to me than any man ever could. I needed to go through all of this to get where I am today. I'm hoping to grow more each and every day..