Sunday, September 26, 2010

Who Am I?

Why is this the title of my blog, you ask. Well, it's simple. I didn't know who I was, where I was going in life.

Over the past year, I have been through so much. I had never been on my own. I had my first daughter when I was only 19 years old. My second daughter at 22. I rushed into a marriage because I was pregnant. We were good friends, but the love just wasn't there. I still care deeply about him as the father of my children. He is an amazing dad, but I was losing myself. We divorced after 4 years and 4 months of marriage. It was rough. I moved into an apartment with my girls, got a job for the first time in my life, had to pay my own bills, raise the girls alone during the week, do everything..alone.
In the meantime, i've started going back to church. It's the best thing i've ever done. I feel so much peace in my life. I finally handed all of my problems to God. I can't do it on my own anymore. I'm loving my life at the moment. I'm learning who I am. I'm spending all of my time either at work or playing with my girls. I've realized they mean more to me than any man ever could. I needed to go through all of this to get where I am today. I'm hoping to grow more each and every day..

6 comments:

  1. yay so glad your back to blogging!!!

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  2. Good for you, Kaycee! It's often hard to choose God, but He's always the best choice in the end! (Plus, look what a great opportunity you are giving your babies!)

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  3. so glad you are back to bloggin :) Lol. Also, I like you blogging because you put more on here than on Facebook...I am so glad you have found God and realize how great HE is!!! Be happy girl...that is all that matters in life.

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  4. I have wondered about you and how things were going.

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  5. Kaycee i am so happy for you, Those girls and you come first take care sweety you are doing a great job. Look forward to more posts

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  6. Hey girl!!! Haven't talked to you in forever! I've started bloggin again too! i'll send you an email! we need to get the girls together!!!! i'm glad to c you goin to church! where are you going? we have started going to Celebration Baptist. you should visit there sometime! we LOVE it! and they have a Wonderful kids program!!!

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