The time has almost come! It is 10am Sunday and my mind is racing trying to figure out all of the last minute items I need to buy/pack for tomorrow. I have to be at the hospital in the wee hours of the morning, so its an early bedtime for me tonight. My ex inlaws are keeping the girls tonight so that they don't have to get up super early. That is a big help, but I'm already getting sad about leaving them. Can't think about that right now...
So, I still need to buy Nursing Bras and I haven't been able to find them anywhere!! I also need pads (yuck! Forgot ab them!!)and some cotton panties that I don't care about, hair spray, and shampoo and conditioner. Other than that, I think I'm set!
I'm a nervous wreck though. It seems like no matter what you go through with previous labor and deliveries, you forget until its almost time again. I'm almost shaking at the fear of the epidural. It scares the crap out of me! I hate them!! I hate having to lay in a hospital bed in a funky gown with my business feeling all exposed, hate IVs, hate catheters, ugh!!! Lol! I know once JClaire is in my arms it will be worth it, but I'm stressing myself out thinking about all of the stuff that has to happen to get her here.
I've got to calm down and get busy..